Nightmares Over Partners Trial - By Anon

( Sent on the 15th October 2011 )

Hi PFV. First of all, I managed to find you through the prison newspaper, Inside Time.
I am writing to get some things off my chest. My partner is a lifer and I still have terrible nightmares over the trial. I cannot get certain things out of my mind and the victim's family are on my mind all the time. People keep saying to me that I am not the one to blame and I am innocent, which is very true, but why do I feel the way I do? My partner is serving time in prison now, but I feel like I am serving a prison sentence too. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy, I really really wouldn't.