Putting On A Front - By Neet

My husband got a 7 year sentence and now he has home leave because he is in an open prison. I have remained faithful since the day he was sent down. I hate saying this but it is what I am personally experiencing at the moment, but I am finding that when he is home from the Cat D prison, the spark is not there any more. Another prisoners wife who I have got to know well through visiting says it could be because we both know that he has to go back to prison and that both of us are still doing the 'lets be strong' thing. She might be right, because it does do our heads in when its time for him to leave and we put on a front for the kids. Right now I am scared of my own feelings and I don't know whether I am coming or going.