Walking Away

Hi. Please don't use my real name thanks.
My partner of 10 years has been sent to prison again. I thought he had stopped using heroin and only took methadone but he has been using and has lied to me for months and months! I don't think I can do this again but it is hard to walk away when you love someone. I have been reading some of the posts on your blog about heroin and I know I should save myself from being used but it is hard. All my friends keep telling me that I deserve a better life and I know they are right. I guess I just need to vent but I am so confused and feel heartbroken. Thanks for listening. 'Jane.'